bhaskar saikia

Love is often seen as a force that brings people together, an unbreakable bond that transcends time and space. But sometimes, love also necessitates distance—not as a means of separation, but as a journey toward wholeness.

This road I travel does not take me toward or away from you. Instead, it is a path through the vastness of my own being, an exploration of my emptiness and my soul. You are important to me. You are my eros—the passion, the fire that fuels my heart. But this journey is about something deeper, something beyond just us. It is about finding my agape—the unconditional, selfless love that will allow me to return to you whole.

Don’t be sad. Don’t doubt my love. And don’t ask why this journey is necessary. Know that you are my life, and I love you beyond words. You own my soul, yet it is a soul that feels lost, scattered in the winds of longing and self-reflection. And so, I travel across this great distance, not to leave you behind, but to find the missing pieces of myself—to reunite, stronger, with you.

Love is not just about being together. It is about becoming whole within oneself, so that we can truly give ourselves to another. This journey is not an end, but a passage—one that will lead me back to you, complete, ready to love fully and without hesitation.

Because love is not just about passion; it is also about understanding, growth, and the courage to seek what is missing so that we can truly be together.